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A Place of Hurt

by The Bedroom Witch

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1.
My Only 04:22
I have yet to get out of bed today (my only) These feelings of dread all replay instead (time can do such harm) Why do I make the same mistakes That bring me back here again? Who am I to say I’ll never change? I have to look at myself and say “You’re my only” My only one, my only one My only The ceiling has lifted off my chest (my only) The sky is the deepest I’ve seen it in days (time will take me far) Why do my feelings always sway From warm enough to abyss? To fear that I’m stuck with me forever I just had to look to myself and say “You’re my only” My only one My only
2.
You told me I’m not easy But who ever said that I was trying to be? Did you think I was hurting? Cause I have nothing left inside me to grieve There is nothing left inside me (don’t come any closer this happens every time the sky gets so polluted and you’re just a waste of time don’t tell me you love me the words are not real everytime you come near me I feel it) Love was the heir to our well of emotions You drained the one in mine You can’t break what’s already broken The devil warned that I feel confined Moonlit night, what a tease If I still can’t see you clearly Who are you to me? Libido death in a bath of lilies And I made my bed where I’ll lie Angels die in my mind Love was the heir to our well of emotions You drained the one in mine You can’t break what’s already broken The devil warned that I feel confined Inside me
3.
In This City 04:47
In this city, it’s always so quiet When you leave me I feel like i’m dying In this city, it’s neither a heaven nor hell For you and me In this city I’m wondering, is all of this fleeting? Cause love is so complicated When you’re listening, watching I’m always listening, watching For any sign that you’ll hurt me If the tunnel is ending And every day is a gamble to find trust If you can’t keep me above water You’ll be dead to me, a goner Cause if needed you the most And couldn’t feel anything from you Then i’ll be drowning in the answer And this city is already suffocating When you’re listening, watching I’m always listening, watching If the tunnel is ending And every day is a gamble to find trust And I refuse to bet on losing So i want you to remember that i need you To love me, to hold me in this city To listen, to watch me Listening, watching
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You can’t get use to us A night out is a target on my back There will never be rest for the tremors in my hands You made me play the game of crossing over When traffic is heavy, they all run over me A thousand miles runs empty As i’m dying on the concrete Will you tell me then I’m crazy For thinking I could be like you And make it over safely? You bring me nothing but pain I want out of this cloud* you’re chasing I’ve been fully reduced to the sounds of crashing Cause when you play the game of learning danger And the traffic is heavy They all run over me A thousand miles runs empty As i’m dying on the concrete Will you tell me then I’m crazy For thinking I could be like you And make it over safely? Cause when you play the game of crossing over * cloud - clout
6.
Wait a Week 04:16
I’m wide awake but still in a dream Where you are laying right next to me My heart is a lion’s den in love That roars every night to keep me up So I decided that I’ll wait a while for you Maybe a week, baby I’ll wait a week Yeah
7.
Please don’t promise me anything Please just let me be I don’t want to feel resentful Don’t rely on dreams I no longer see my angels A sting of envy Throbbing and seething From getting myself too close to a story An offering of an empty fantasy That we spent too long building up It’s only a matter of time before that’s all it ever was to us A figment of our imagination Seen in a place of hurt And it eats me up to feel so alone Being in the belly of uncertainty So please don’t promise me anything Don’t rely on me I no longer see my angels And I don’t want to feel resentful Obsessive, incessant telling of absence Carries a light of hope for a memory That holds an abandoning That we all remember differently It’s only a matter of time before that’s all it will ever be And it eats me up to feel so alone Being in the belly of uncertainty So please don’t promise me anything Don’t rely on me I no longer see my angels And I don’t want to feel resentful anymore
8.
Venus 03:56
I guess this is just how it is Venus as a complex trapped in my affection I’ll never let another in My eyes set on Adonis My one conquest I will spend a third of my life giving all that you need Our touch is revealing I don’t wanna let you go Venus, don’t you take him from me The stress manifesting in diaphoresis Venus as a complex I gave my all to colder climates Love him so much it kills me To be the one who’s seen as heartless between us I know that I feel And it’s getting to me that I can’t love myself When he’s with you Diaphanous, the veil is thin Watching you all over him I’ve never been so envious Oh, Venus, will you pass the key? I just can’t get enough of it Heaven only knows what it is that you’re doing to me And it’s manifesting in diaphoresis Venus as a complex I gave my all to colder climates Love him so much it kills me To be the one who’s seen as heartless between us I know that I feel
9.
I cause you pain When the temperature’s rising She speaks so harmfully I hear a voice in me The one that will never leave saying “I cause you pain” When I push you away to deal And she speaks so harmfully Like night and day An angel to a monster Trying to keep it cool makes everything much harder Can you feel the heat coming from me? So dry my tears and let’s be done with All these fucking problems I keep getting lost in And i’ll finally see what it means to be still Like a moth in darkness I cause you pain When the temperature’s rising She speaks so harmfully Maybe I should leave I’ve lost control of me And I cause you pain When i push you away to deal And she speaks so harmfully Night and day It’s like night and day With all these fucking problems Night and day It’s like night and day So baby let’s destroy them
10.
Procession 04:47
I can’t get out of this feeling It’s burning everywhere A love that stands for family Is this a bond we’ll share? What if I die before you? How many seconds will it hurt? If I wanted, I could leave it Just a body to dispose Silver linings keep appearing As it rushes through my bones And I can’t go back The way they move, it moves me (I remain inane) If I wanted, I could leave it Just a body to dispose Silver linings keep appearing As it rushes through my bones And i can’t Cause we are tied together What if I die before you? How many seconds will it hurt? (drink the vile I hold before you live forever if you want to) If I wanted, I could leave it Just a body to dispose Silver linings keep appearing As it rushes through my bones And I can’t go back

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released November 4, 2022

Written, recorded and mixed by Sepehr Mashiahof
Digital audio mastered by Bamboos Pourgol
Vinyl mastered by Jake Rodriguez
Album artwork and photos by Gabriel Gamboa
Graphic design by Akiko Sampson
© 2022 The Bedroom Witch
2022 Psychic Eye Records 2022 Ratskin Records

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